They wound up doing an emergency c-section but they are here.
Born on April 29th.
Molly and Jesse

Molly was 4 pounds 5 oz and Jesse was 5 pounds 3 oz
We all got to go home on Friday and everything is going well.
Its busy and crazy but so far so good.
I'll post again when I can.

My induction is scheduled for next Tuesday!
Woohoo
Its to the point now where it hurts to walk so the sooner the better.
Its nice to know what day and time ahead of time.

I have 4 doctors appointments this week though.
2 with the ob/gyn and 2 with the perinatal specialist each cost a $30 copay.
It would save me $120 if I could pop them out right now.

I don't know what scares me more.
Giving birth to 2 babies or having to take care of 2 babies.

Finally!  I'm posting! 
I'm 34 weeks pregnant with twins. 
I'm supposed to go to the doctors tonight and they can schedule my c section.
One baby is head down one is head up.
She said that they usually schedule twins at 37 - 38 weeks so it will probably be around May 1st.
It will be kind of nice to know exactly when but that seems too far away at this point.
Being me is not comfortable or fun right now.

I haven't posted anything in a while and I'm not sure why.
I just never seem to take the time.  I read my friends page every day/every other day.
But I guess I never think there is anything interesting enough to post about.
I'm scary boring.

Being pregnant with twins is no longer fun or comfortable.
There is definitely a big difference in carrying one or two.
When I was pregnant with the other kids it never slowed me down.
I worked up until the day they were born.

Rolling over in bed is painful.  Its almost easier to get out of bed to flip over.

I was getting into the shower yesterday and I was feeling bad about sitting around almost all day.
I looked in the mirror and saw myself naked.
I stopped feeling bad about doing nothing.
I was just amazed that I could even stand up.
I'm freakish looking.
It sad.  I've realized that I look like Dan Halen from Squidbillies.


Or if you aren't a Squidbillies fan I look like Homer Simpson with hair and boobs.

Today I gained 4 pounds over night and I have a headache so maybe my blood pressure is going up.
I'll find out at the drs tonight.
I have only gained about 4 pounds total with this pregnancy so 4 pounds overnight can't be good.

So the pregnant with twins thing has kind of taken over my life now.
I have about 10 pounds of baby inside so I guess that is a normal thing.

In today's local paper there was a police blotter article about a girl named Kara Ann Day being arrested for crack possession.
GREAT!  My maiden name is Karey Anne Day.
This is how rumors get started!   :)

I mentioned I was pregnant right.
I have posted anything in a while.  I've been really tired and trying to get used to the idea of having another baby.
I went to the doctors today.  I'm about 10 weeks along.
Come to find out its...

TWINS

well there was a time when you let me know
what's really going on below
but now you never show that to me do you
but remember when i moved in you
and the holy dove was moving too
and every breath we drew was hallelujah

well, maybe there's a god above
but all i've ever learned from love
was how to shoot somebody who outdrew you
it's not a cry that you hear at night
it's not somebody who's seen the light
it's a cold and it's a broken hallelujah

Stacy: "No, about me. I'm not over you. You were— you were the one. You always will be. But I can't be with you."
House: "So I'm the guy. But you want the other guy, who by definition can never be the guy."
Stacy: What's so great about you is you always think you're right. What's so frustrating about you is you are right so much of the time. You are brilliant, funny, surprising, sexy. But with you I was lonely. And with Mark there's room for me. "

Today has been a different kind of day.

We went to Columbia mall and bought new glasses.
My old pair broke.
Its stupid how much they charge for glasses and I think I already have a scratch on them.
They were 240 bucks.  Luckily I'm getting reimbursed for 200 of it.

The best part about new glasses and a new prescription is seeing the leaves.
You never notice its a little blurry until you get new glasses and you can see individual leaves again.
I don't normally wear glasses during the day.  Just from the bathroom to bed and back again in the morning.

Now I'm making cookies, filling out an online survey, doing dishes, screwing around online.
I like having a laptop in the kitchen.
Unfortunately I'm tired now and I have a total mess to clean up.
I would just leave it but we have a mouse somewhere.

Columbia mall is kind of hoity-toity and makes me appreciate Frederick more.
Ok,
Sorry I'm so boring.  I think that is why I don't update more often.
I think I just bored myself even.

1.  Ok, China is trying to poison us.  They eventually want to completely destroy us and take over our country.  Its the only place their billions of people are going to fit.  They are just taking baby steps.  Get that through your thick skulls and get rid of everything from China.  Oh yeah, that would leave us with nothing.


2.  Government run healthcare is a bad idea.  Did you see Huricaine Katrina?  That was government run.   If you get rid of insurance for everything other than major medical and make it a cash business it will price adjust and be affordable to everyone.  As long as you cap the psychotic medical lawsuits.   ObGyns are going out of business because every time there is something wrong with a child their are being sued.  Sometimes it is well deserved but sometimes your baby was messed up to start with and they shouldn't be held responsible.  I have an uncle who is mentally retarded.  He was not made that way.  The doctor was drunk when delivering him (in the 40s/50s) and they used the forceps on his head the wrong way and damaged his brain.  He was raised by another family because my Grandmother couldn't afford it.  The doctor was never sued or anything because that wasn't done in those times.  I'm not saying that its right or how it should be but we have to find a fair middle ground.

3.  Stop starting drama shows and then canceling them after one season.  If you are going to do that at least wrap the story up  It makes me not want to watch any new shows this season because I don't want to be left hanging.

Ok... I only go to 3....more to come....

Its been almost a year since dankaye died.

I think he would have liked that i've been thinking of him.

Here's what I've been up to lately..
Quick and dirty because I only have a second online......

Spent Easter in the hospital.  That Saturday the man was having chest pains so we went to the Immediate Care place.  His EKG was weird so they sent him to the ER (in an ambulance and everything) and then he was admitted to the hospital.  They did a bunch of tests and everything was ok.  They said his EKG was weird because he has a sluggish tube or something but that its nothing to worry about.  The dr gave him pills for his stomach and the chest pains went away.  A lot of stress over nothing.  However did highlight the fact that we don't have life insurance (not really) and we don't have wills.  Add them to the list of things to do.


Went to visit my Grandmother yesterday.  I almost hate going there because its so depressing.  They've rented that farmhouse for 46 years and to be there without my Grandfather is just sad and weird.  Plus the house has been pretty much stripped and everything sold.  We are building her an addition on to my aunts house because she is getting too old to live alone there.  She hasn't gone upstairs since my Grandfather died.  She sleeps in the living room on a fold out bed.  She was talking about how she dreamt about him the other night and he came in and rubbed her on her head and said that some guy they know has too much money and then he walked out again.  My Mom asked her if she was scared and she said..no, he would never hurt me.  It was so heartbreaking because she hasn't really said anything nice about him since he's died.  I think in a way its her defense mechinism. 

Gotta go.  The boy is on the loose.....

I saw this on crafting_change 's lj and thought it was cool...

* Go to IMDB.com and look up 10 of your favorite movies.
* Post three official IMDB "Plot Keywords" for these 10 picks.
* Have your friends guess the movie titles.

1. Disturbed Individual, Child Pornography, Axe
2. Railroad Handcar, Toad, Gopher
3. Mental Institution, Oppression, Nurse
4. Tomboy, Murder, Broken Arm
5. Silencer, Homosexual Cop, Killing Spree
6. Dancing, Foot Massage, Anal Rape
7. Diner, Torture, Undercover Cop
8. Corporate Downsizing, Traffic Jam, Rocket Launcher
9. Funny Nazi, Nun, White Supremasist

Only 9 because the kid won't be good any longer while I screw around on the internet.
:)

There is a disturbing trend around here lately.
Last week they found a family dead in their townhome.
The father was hanging from a 2nd story banister and the children were in their beds dead with their faces covered up.
They were 1-9 years old and the 3 girls were suffocated and the boy dead from blunt force trauma.

Yesterday they found a man and his two children (1 and 3) dead in the woods.
He called his ex-girlfriend after a fight and said he was going to hurt the kids and where he was located.
By the time she got there (which was right next to the horse farm she worked at) she found all three of them hanged in the woods.

http://www.wtop.com/?nid=25&sid=1105907

WTF?


Both men were hispanic but I don't really think that has anything to do with it.

Women who kill their children are usually just completely crazy.
Men who kill their children are possessive and angry and doing it to try to hurt the Mother.

I've been depressed ever since my Grandfather died before Xmas. I just break out crying every now and then. I think its a pretty normal part of grieving. With my grandfather dying it brings up all the emotion from my other 2 grandparents that died and my Uncle who died last January.

I've got to stop listening to the news all the time. I keep a local news channel on in the background for noise. Last night I couldn't get to sleep because I couldn't help but thinking about how that poor 3 year old child (the same age as mine) felt and what he was thinking while his father was hanging him.

Here is the eulogy that my sister wrote for my Grandfather's funeral.
I think it gives you a great peep at what he was like.
If anyone is interested...
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I don't have time to post much right now.
Just wanted to share a picture of the boy in his suit.
He wound up going to the funeral with us.
Its not a great picture but its still cute. :)

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Well so much for being emotionally stable. Its been a nice few years but I'm afraid its all over.

The man is being a complete ass because I said that I didn't want his brother (who is kind of weird and gives me a bad kid toucher vibe)watching the baby during the funeral.

He usually starts something to get out of having to dress up but he's being completely emotionally unavailable and its really not a good time for that kind of shit.

I don't have any friends to talk so its really fucking me up.

My grandpap just died.

He had a heart attack about a week ago and they said he had a 100% blockage. They did angioplasty and put in put in a stent (or stint, however the fuck you spell it).

Friday he passed out in the doctors office and they helicoptered him to the heart specialist hospital where he had the angioplasty and the doctor said that they stint had developed a clot. For some reason the blood thinners didn't work. So they fixed that but since then he's been in the ICU recovering. Basically drugged to sleep and I never got to see him.

My Dad just called and said that his heart just kind of gave out on him and that they couldn't fix it.

He is 84 and this was the first major health problem he's ever had.
Pretty healthy fucking guy considering.

He was shot in the jugular vein in the Philipines during WW2.
He developed malaria right after he came back from the Philipes.
He had a little emphasima ( I can't spell) from smoking back in the day.

But he was never one of those old people who couldn't get around or who were going out of their mind.
He was honestly the most fascinating, funny, loving person I've ever known and I will miss him.

He had a full life but I will miss him.

It would be nice if there could be a Christmas where someone doesn't die.

I never thought I'd have anything in common with K. Fed but I too am tired of seeing Britney's vagina.

I had a weird sex dream about the Wiggles last night.
What the hell?

For the past 5 or 6 years I've always looked at Halloween as a day to remember the dead.
I burn a candle to honor my Grandma, my Grandpa and now this year my Uncle and Dan.
Two candles added this year.
It has been such a sad year.

I can't wait for trick or treating tonight. The boy is old enough to say, "Trick or Treat" now.
We'll see how long he lasts walking around the neighborhood.
He is wearing the older boys costume that has been hanging in my Mom's closet for 11 years.
Its scary how fast they grow up.